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Razorblades

from Monster by Patient Zero

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These little cuts, they itch like a bitch,
gotta push, to get that extra inch,
you gotta stop now.
Until I hit an artery.

Razor, razorblades.
Razor, razorblades.
Razor, razorblades.
Razor, razorblades.

Split your flesh, it makes you feel alive,
that's endorphins, yeah, it ain't a fucking lie,
you gotta love it,
agony and ecstasy.

Razor, razorblades.
Razor, razorblades.
Razor, razorblades.
Razor, razorblades.

You've see my scars, symbols of self-harm,
self inflicted, razorblades up my arms.
A badge of honour.
telling you that I survived.

I couldn't find, anyone to hurt, so I had to hurt myself, so I had to hurt myself.
Couldn't find, anyone to hate, so I learned to hate myself, so I learned to hate myself.
I couldn't find, anyone to fear so I had to fear myself, so I came to fear my self.
I couldn't find, anyone to love so I.

I cried.

Hide my shame, a thousand septic cuts,
another secret yeah, I didn't have the guts,
to drive it deeper.
to bleed the life right out of me.

Razor, razorblades.
Razor, razorblades.
Razor, razorblades.
Razor, razorblades.

I said I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I did it to myself,
I said I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but please don't forgive me,
I'm sorry, but I need the shame, in the back of my mind,
in the back of my brain, making me cry at night so I don't do it again.

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from Monster, released June 3, 2010

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