Le Moteur Fantôme
from Paracide by Patient Zero
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lyrics
hey ghost engine, got to motor,
once was lost but now I'm older,
sicker, meaner, scarred, uncleaner,
split me down the middle, I'm bloody and bolder.
had some friends but now they're all dead,
haunting me, they live in my head.
but hey at least I pretend I'm fine,
you wouldn't even know I want to die inside.
and I remember that girl I used to know,
who broke my heart and cracked my soul,
I'm so lucky you never knew,
how much I'd do for you.
I was hoping when she left me,
maybe it would finally end me,
that was always the secret,
but I'll never confess.
because I'm not happy,
no I'm tortured by the,
ghost engine in my head.
it's gonna kill me,
maybe it's better that way,
and I'm excited,
at least I'll get some sleep that day.
and if I'm ripped up, torn up, shut up father,
I wouldn't spit on the fire that burns you.
'cause you made me a drunk and you made me a liar,
and I know I can be a better monster than you.
It's the burned out dream of a burned out junkie,
I need new parts to fix the disease.
'cause if I'm still human I'm still not happy,
the only way I live is if my heart doesn't beat.
once was lost but now I'm older,
sicker, meaner, scarred, uncleaner,
split me down the middle, I'm bloody and bolder.
had some friends but now they're all dead,
haunting me, they live in my head.
but hey at least I pretend I'm fine,
you wouldn't even know I want to die inside.
and I remember that girl I used to know,
who broke my heart and cracked my soul,
I'm so lucky you never knew,
how much I'd do for you.
I was hoping when she left me,
maybe it would finally end me,
that was always the secret,
but I'll never confess.
because I'm not happy,
no I'm tortured by the,
ghost engine in my head.
it's gonna kill me,
maybe it's better that way,
and I'm excited,
at least I'll get some sleep that day.
and if I'm ripped up, torn up, shut up father,
I wouldn't spit on the fire that burns you.
'cause you made me a drunk and you made me a liar,
and I know I can be a better monster than you.
It's the burned out dream of a burned out junkie,
I need new parts to fix the disease.
'cause if I'm still human I'm still not happy,
the only way I live is if my heart doesn't beat.
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from Paracide,
released November 19, 2018
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